germ*
we shred each other to pieces, but that's the reason we can remain friends. because we are the same brutal kind. or at least i know i am.
i'm mean, unkind, selfish and hateful. but those are because i'm human. but one day that would change. i believe that. you've hurt me before. but you'll never knew why cos if not you would have done something about it. but then, i've also hurt you before. if i didn't know how i hurt you, i'm sorry.
i read it. some things are true but others are not. and you know it. but then..
right now, it's difficult to talk to anybody. none of my friends are really in the right state of mind to look at me. either weary or depressed. maybe i'm too. that's why nobody would understand. not right now.
but maybe one day.
i hope you cheer up. i don't know what to say to some things you've said. but i still love you. i guess the day we stop ripping at each other would make me rather worried.
30 September 2004*14:35
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
right. back to school stuff.
quoting abi who quoted oscar wilde, "a friend stabs you in the front". for that, i thank you.
guess you're sick of the whole. nag and be nice thing alr. whatever happened to the synergy books. often i look at you guys. and keep really quiet. many times i walk away, dont want to see, dont want to hear. dont want to admit, dont want to face. maybe i dont even want to try anymore.
its crazy. crazy crazy crazy. just wanna shut myself up in my own world and convince myself that everything is alright. and that things around arent actually moving at all.
its alright. time for you to take a diff approach anyhow. someone did that to me and it worked, for a few days. not too long for any REAL effect, but at least it lasted.
its okay. i'll take things in my own i-cant-find-a-word-for-it stride. and pray about it. you are right. effort (usually) equates result and hence (haa..reminded of her "gross abuse of connectors") no effort = no result. your words aftr my miracle bio paper struck me and ive kept it with me since. thank you. you are right, and you couldnt be righter. and i ought to repay Him for it, serious. and you me know exactly how i should, and CAN, go about doing it.
so its just a matter of, doing it.
i cant do it myself for sure, i'll pray abt it. but perhaps a lil harsher attitude might be better, just maybe lah. to shut off my irresponsible senseless brainless rantings filled with oh so juvenile anguish. rantings that eventually became a source of comfort and encouragement and "com'on you're not THAT bad" type of morale boosters.
of which, of course, is highly addictive and damaging. clouds the vision and weakens the spirit.
anyhow, thanks girl. i dont hate you. i never did really, it was all idiotic childishness. i love you for who you are, i love you for what you will be. i love you for who you are to me.
well, bleeding wakes one up, doesnt it. it's alright. i'll ask for a plaster from Him.
"I lift up my eyes to the hills - where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth."
Psalm 121:1-2 (NIV)
28 September 2004*22:41
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
Kiss The Girl
Peter Andre
There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl
Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
Possible she wants you too
There is one way to ask her
It don't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
My oh my
Look like the boy too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Ain't that sad?
Ain't it a shame?
Too bad, he gonna miss the girl
Now's your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Don't be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how
You want to kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Float along
And listen to the song
The song say kiss the girl
Sha la la la la
The music play
Do what the music say
You got to kiss the girl
You've got to kiss the girl
You wanna kiss the girl
You've gotta kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl
ive always been a disney classics fan. (: right not ning.
28 September 2004*22:31
love keeps liftin us higher
germe*
i hate it when my brain does this. for all the other aspects i admire it for, i hate this one thing. does it happen to you?
not the first time. i forget how she looks like, i have to look at photos. i forget how she sounds like. photos can't remind me of that. i forget the little things she does that make her her. but i can't forget how she is like.
yet, You have to do this. i'm losing the impression, shred by shred it's flying away, and i keep chasing it. but it is too far. i just can't remember. i hate that. and the worse thing is, the more i think the more i forget. computers can make the world smaller, but it hasn't even managed to relit that sunlight that blazes when she is here.
even if it is painful i want to remember. i want to always remember. maybe one day i'll thank my brain for forgetting the things i wish to bury.
but for now, i want to remember.
28 September 2001*20:21
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
the sad thing is i'm not into sci-fi O.o Think of space-wars and air tight suits and i think i would rather sleep. germ i realised that the books i read are
1. They MUST have some love story. the more complicated and unrequited, the better.
2. Yes i know you will stereotype me as horny but it must have some *** in the story (think gender).
3. The language must not be too sophiscated. Think virginia woolf. i read the first page and i was left baffled. like my brother said, that is for the advanced so for me, its a no-no since i have no idea how to appreciate the language of writing.
What to do. hmmm i try checking out the book in kino one day. maybe i should have a change in taste lah. then abigail can stop calling me a floozy. =P
p.s. you can take Lit, Math, Economics and AEP. Then you can be a humanities scholar AND retain your passion in Lit and Art AND set up a business next time =D. btw, hcjc held a talk in rg and the cut of point for art stream is 6-9, science stream is 6-10.
25 September 2004*11:16
love keeps liftin us higher
germe*
oomph! alice, you bro's rite. but he's also really wrong.
1. I need grades to pass my exams and make it out of the JC hellhole
2. I have to give up aep to do lit in JC
3. but then again, i wouldn't want to end up with a combi like you said: phy, chem, math c, econs
say what you want science-streamers.. but its bo-ring. anw, what you study is most prob not what you'll do in the future. so is passion really important?
the answer is: i don't know. it still confounds me.
i read Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card.
YOU MUST READ IT, IT'S INTENSELY REMARKABLE and quite sad even tho the ending is not completely sad, u know? ok, i admit i was never the sci-fi fan, so you know this book must be really good to make me have it for dinner and breakfast. it's more than the buggers and spaceships and battleschools sort of thing, you really grow to love Ender because of how much this 11 year old kid is put through. you endure his pains as a genius, and sometimes when you see his inner self and his painful isolation, you just wanna cry. just imagine when you're forced to become someone you're not just to protect yourself, and you can't have any friends cos it'll destroy your destiny. i know i'll break down. if you ever ignore it, you'll regret.
i assure you.
24 September 2001*13:38
love keeps liftin us higher
bored again
Five Things You May Not Know About My Time In School Are:
1. I never read my chinese book.
2. I never listen to mrs see.
3. I don't like being disturbed when in the middle of something.
4. But then again i never get pissed if someone annoys me.
5. I will just ignore the person with my look.
Five Things You May Not Know About the Job (Jobs) I Have (Or Had) Are:
1. I never had a job.
2. I never got paid.
3. I acted as an art teacher in primary school though, teaching my friends to shade and colour.
4. I taught them how to tiptoe and balance with one leg (like in ballet).
5. So basically i'm a child educator.
Five Things You May Not Know About What I Do In A Typical Day Are:
1. My biological clock never fails.
2. I do head and neck stretches before i get out of bed.
3. I sleep in the afternoons or watch afternoon shows.
4. I listen to 93.3 because it is less noisy than English music.
5. Pray.
Five Things You May Not Know About My Online Life Are:
1. Its stagnant.
2. TV is more familiar.
3. I blog hop.
4. I don't like msn now.
5. I only blog at couleurs
Five Things You May Not Know About My Home Life Are:
1. My home has two levels.
2. My table is teacher-sized with two towers of books books books.
3. My brother's room has a full length mirror supposedly meant for me.
4. That room also has a sliding door connected to the back gate of my penthouse.
5. It became my brother's room because on the first day there were lizard eggs so i evacuated to the first floor.
Five Things You May Not Know About Where I Live Are:
1. It used to be a cemetery.
2. East.
3. 30 minutes bus rides are considered short for me.
4. I never use my swimming pool and gym for a long time though it is a stone's throw.
5. I live near someone's house.
Five Things You May Not Know That I Desperately Want Are:
1. A scholarship.
2. My artwork to be exhibited in the museum.
3. To fulfil my misson's pledge.
4. To get married.
5. To have kids.
23 September 2004*21:11
love keeps liftin us higher
when liz is bored
A Ambivalent L Luscious I Ideal C Charming E Edgy
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
O.o
23 September 2004*21:00
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
ooh germaine you inspired me to write an entry again. you know my brother encouraged me to take Lit in JC although i told him i do not take that subject?! i was like 'haar' and he was like 'if you have the interest, why not' and then i replied, 'but i won't do well in it' in which he hit the nail in my head by saying 'grades are more important than your interest?'
touchy
its ok germ after talking to my bro i realised that i have alot of planning to do during december. one which is reading in kino so you are invited to the nerd club as me the founder! hah. germ i think you should take lit. shakespear or not you have great potential and INTEREST. plus i can hear the humanities scholarship calling your name so pursue it dear!
anyway cycling is my aprodisiac =D it is the cure for my bouts of insanity and depression and the high fat high carb,sinful indulgence at cafe cartel. so sad though, you guys dun live near to cycle with me =(
23 September 2004*20:22
love keeps liftin us higher
germ
hi girls.
i'm back. glad to know how you progressed by reading your entries. makes me feel worried for you guys. and it's not because of the prelims. it's your sense of time in perspective.
anyway, shouldn't preach on my first return back. aha. just read xabie's latest work. i love her and i'm so proud of her. couldn't post my comments cos i had to join deviantart which means i would be pressured to fill it up with something. but one day, i will.
so, abi here's this for you k? one day, you'll see me there too. and it's because of you, i have finally found another window for my catharcistic tendencies. i'm so darn proud of you. you're gonna be the greatest shaman, making stuff worth of dreams that make me still know life ain't all that bad.
hm-hm. and today i borrowed ender's game.
yesterday, i finished Romeo and Juliet. i almost cried. the love between them, too innocent for this world. yet so pure and surreal. they were married to each other, they were married to death and fate. i think the appeal of this whole romantic tragedy is that dreamer in us to find a love so unmovable and untouchable by this frigid world. then, shakesphere makes us believe.
alice, maybe maybe, maybe, i'll take lit in JC. i'll suffer, but for my hearftfelt dreams, it's all worth it.
23 September 2004*14:35
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
Osmosis is the movement of water molecules down a water potential gradient through a partially permeable membrane.
hey girls, we should set up an AEP Support Group. yea.. i mean. where else do u find a blog with 4 crazy aep girls ranting about art and life? (:
23 September 2004*14:14
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
wow. that was an avalanche of entries since the whole piaing art for prelims race started.
and i have to see mrs tan on fri 8-9am. haaaai. liz im so envious of you. but of course, as an honest friend would put it so aptly, im just being ever so self-indulgent. this little comment's being growing on me. oh yes, i AM, i must admit. i gawk in awe at darl as he would forgo sleep just to do work. and not just homework. he mugs like. ahhhh. the most self-disciplined boy i know.
i wont. sleep comes before work, before art sometimes. when did it slip in? i know not. my crazy days of staying up the whole night just to complete the most perfect, meticulously blended with the right monochrome shades of brown of a Cubist piece is...gone. my patience of rendering the most uncomparable pencil study (of course, not comparing with the great masters of pencil which whom i shall not explicitly name lest an ego explosion)..is but a fragment of yesteryear. the sheer discovery of the concept of homework copying got to me and never went away. it just stayed, like a routine i "busy" myself with so comfortably.
its the 23 of sept today, slightly more than a month to the issue of the o's d&p paper, ie. 26 oct, which happens also to be our phy prac day. yay! and coursework submission for o's is like. just one or two weeks away. yay!
its all back to the table, the daler rowney, the ashley brushes, the system3 paper, the water container, the colourful piece of hanky, and. the janices. my dear girl, no offence, but i'm seriously surprised why i havent got a single nightmare of a janice-cloned world YET. ((: haha.
it doesnt help that i'll always rmbr so vividly how i evaded a public showdown from the teachers beginning this year during the coursework prep show&tell.
"i want to explore the damaging effects of human activity on the environment, especially that of cloning. i chose this because it's something that touches my heart, and i feel that it's important because i want to do something that i have passion for, so that it would sustain me throughout."
right .
23 September 2004*13:49
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
i know i am supposed to be happy and relaxed now that
1. My prelims are over so my first three months are sealed
2. I do not have to see Mrs Tan for coursework
3. Its break-time for me
but.
i still have the depressed feeling i had been having since the start of everything. Do you? I don't know what to do and don't wanna do anything. slacking is an understatement because i'm like a helpless floozeball drifting in an abyss. You know that uneasy, a bit nostalgic feeling in your heart surfacing? Aah. this is nonsense. i rant to much. as usual.
23 September 2004*13:17
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
(stolen from steph who stole from pq)
Five Things You May Not Know About My Time In School Are:
Five Things You May Not Know About the Job (Jobs) I Have (Or Had) Are:
Five Things You May Not Know About What I Do In A Typical Day Are:
Five Things You May Not Know About My Online Life Are:
Five Things You May Not Know About My Home Life Are:
Five Things You May Not Know About Where I Live Are:
Five Things You May Not Know That I Desperately Want Are:
i'm seriously bored out
no one's awake cept for me cuz i slept in the afternoon
oh where is steph my gameplaying partner???
1. i usually end up copying hw since i'm a lastmin person
2. i cry alot in sch
3. i sleep alot in sch (but u might already know this)
4. i cannot understand most of the tchrs not that i don't listen
5. i eat almost about the same food all the time
1. haha. i worked at macdonalds for year end programme
2. i just got myself a job as an art teacher after o's
3. as well as some person in charge of calling ppl up and changing emails for a conference after o's at my mom's office
4. i work for my uncle parttime as an assistant instructor
5. i don't mind earning money by being the pianist in a ballet class. heard the pay is great.
1. i daydream alot
2. i listen to 98fm before 9 and class 95fm after 9. such a traitor huh?
3. i eat supper at an interval of one hour
4. bathe with veryvery hot water so everybody has to bathe before me
5. need the fan blowing at me 24/7
1. nearing exams...i put my status as away when i'm not
2. i like blog-hopping
3. online life can last up till 4 in the morning
4. i have talking moods. i ignore ppl when i'm pissed off
5. difficult..since my mom keeps my keyboard and mouse in her locked up cupboard
1. i have a two-layer bed which means my bed can be super messy but i still am able to sleep
2. my dad bullies me so i hit him back with a bolster and my mom doesn't mind cuz she knows my dad's at fault
3. i feel like a loser cuz my bro bullies me too and plays with nonsensical children's basketball which makes alot of noise
4. we have dinner everynight prepared by our grandma
5. gonna renovate my room end of year
1. jurong
2. self-contained environment with nearby shopping centres and different housing that houses different income grps together
3. have 4 apartments on my level - 2 chinese. 1 malay. 1 indian
4. have lived here since p1. that makes it about 10 years already!
5. my tuition tchr just lives a street across
1. to be a SIX-POINTER! (:
2. have o's finish and done with
3. a lava lamp...i know it's quite outdated already
4. THAT pink sofa from ikea!
5. to find happiness in everything i do.
23 September 2004*01:18
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
i call this catart
and it's not cat...art...
it's ca..tart..
sounds good??
yes...
okae..i'm feelin crappified.
______________________________
the conference thingy was quite fun!
we should do that more often yar?
23 September 2004*01:11
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Sooky's brother is my source of inspiration!
He is like the master of ALL trades. majoring in economics yet being involved in different ARTISTIC festivals in ATHENS and AUSTRALIA. They all are like the intellectual elite of Singapore who are BOTH right brained and left brained, loving what they are doing, and most importantly PASSIONATE about their work.
AMAZING!
Then Mr Lim comes into the picture. Same art uni as Tang Da Wu, commissioned to do art, being invited to exclusive art premiers and most importantly loving his job.
Where do you get such a perfect combination! Because of this I have decided and carved out all my possible options.
I need the perfect combination of Physics, Mathematics, Economics and AEP in Hwa Chong. If i screw up during O levels in which i pray i don't, i will go to NJC for that perfect combination. Third choice is VJC.
I don't care if i am the remaining member of single's club (if janine betrays me =) because i shall yearn to be a PSC scholar although the probability is 1 to 11000. (yes sooky and i calculated) For the two years i will work my butt off and create an amazing portfolio. Just give me my scholarship and my future is not just bright but sparkling.
So to everyone out there, who wants to take Physics, Mathematics, Econmics and AEP in Hwa Chong? Shu says you need 4 people to start an odd combination so to all aspiring MrLim-ers (he took the combi too =P), please consider your options =D
Imagine Alice the Artist O.o kewl =D
22 September 2004*18:45
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
[ ]been drunk.
[ ]smoked pot.
[x]kissed someone.
[x]rode in a taxi.
[ ]been dumped.
[ ]shoplifted.
[ ]been fired.
[ ]been in a fist fight.
[ ]broken a bone
[ ]got hit by a car.
[ ]snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ]been arrested.
[ ]gone in a mosh pit.
[x]stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[x]went on a blind date.
[x]lied to a friend.
[ ]had a crush on a teacher.
[ ]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ]been to europe.
[x]skipped school.
[ ]thrown up from drinking.
[x]lost a family member.
[ ]played 'clue'.
[ ]had a sleepover party.
[x]went ice skating.
[ ]cheated on somebody.
[ ]been cheated on.
[x]had a sweet sixteen.
[ ]had ur tonsils out.
[ ]had a car.
[ ]drove.
Do you...
[x]feel loved.
[x]feel lonely.
[x]feel happy.
[x]hate yourself.
[x]think youre attractive
[ ]have/ had a dog.
[ ]have your own room.
[x]listen to Hawaiian Music.
[x]listen to rap.
[x]listen to rock.
[ ]listen to country.
[ ]listen to reggae.
[ ]listen to techno.
[ ]paint your nails.
[x]have more than 1 best friend.
[ ]get good grades.
[ ]play an instrument.
[x]have slippers.
[ ]wear boxers
[ ]wear black eyeliner.
[x]like the color blue.
[ ]like the color red.
[ ]like the color brown.
[ ]cyber.
[ ]claim.
[x]like to read.
[x]like to write.
[x]have long hair.
[ ]have short hair.
[x]have a cell phone.
[ ]have a laptop.
[ ]have a pager.
Are you...
[ ]ugly.
[ ]pretty.
[x]ok.
[ ]handsome
[xxxxx]bored.
[x]happy.
[x]bilingual.
[ ]Hawaiian.
[ ]Samoan.
[ ]Filipino.
[x]Chinese.
[ ]Portuguese
[ ]Korean.
[ ]British.
[ ]white.
[ ]black.
[ ]mexican.
[x]asian.
[ ]short.
[ ]tall.
[ ]grounded
[ ]sick.
[ ]mad.
[x]lazy.
[ ]single.
[x]taken.
[ ]looking.
[x]not looking.
[x]talking to someone.
[xxxxx]missing someone.
[x]scared to die.
[x]tired.
[ ]sleepy.
[ ]annoyed.
[x]hungry.
[ ]thirsty.
[ ]on the phone.
[ ]in your room.
[ ]drinking something.
[ ]eating something.
[ ]in your pjs.
[x]ticklish.
[ ]listening to music.
being THIS bored just before the ridiculous 2.5hr nonstop writing v&c paper is..simply. wow. i win.
21 September 2004*18:25
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
sorry..have been MIA-ing for sometime. just came online to print some pastyear papers my friend sent me. i see you bought your PINK waterbottle shu. like finally. haha.
kk.. my darlings. jiayou for prelims.
and ms sab is chasing
(please do not gek me nxt tues.. i know i'm the only one taking elec geog which happens to fall on the same day as aep paper 3. *ohgreat*)
us me for our dance recording. after prelims k?
13 September 2004*13:25
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
JANINE I <3 YOU! *SMOOCHIEES*
This entry shall be my declaration of love to the loveliest, most adorable and cuddable woman called Janine.
Although she doesn't mind cutting her hair short (which defies the norm of feminity), she is still a very demure and ku niang ish girl that i love oh-so-very-much, who loves to giggle and make all those funny noises.
Thank you for cheering me up nenneh! (i love to call you that =D) Your "indian" roommate (GUY leh O.o) is so hilariously spastic but i thank Vanesh=P too, for lighting up the sky in the midst of darkness, bringing yellows when i'm blue.
ok its lame but in a nutshell, I LOVE YOU JANINE! hugs* thank you for receiving all my amath calls and i know i was probably a pain in a butt who irritated you when you were resting, thanks for being the lover i can call to vent my incessant rantings! (you know what i mean =p)
For people who never experienced Janine's love, so sorry for you because its the most wonderful ecstacy on earth!
12 September 2004*17:14
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Based on a true story.
Introduction: Couple walks into the function room where they spot one girl studying higher chinese (O.o)on a mini couch. They rush to the other end of the room to sit on the longer couch. (but you must understand that size does not matter)
legend: words in italics are the viewer's response
(ring ring)
girl: "oh jas. no..dan? (pause) we are studying math. where are you? (pause)
(girl to boy)
girl: They are playing badminton at the sports hall. do you want to play?
boy: dunno lar (wimp.)
girl: you decide. quick! do you want to play? oh please just answer her and stop acting a sissy.
(loooooong pause)
boy: no i don't want to play. finally
girl: (on the phone) He doesnt want to play. play lah.
boy: ok ok lets go play. loser of the year. how do you make decisions in the future. spineless worm.
girl : (on the phone) we are going. bye. (to guy)lets pack up after i finish this question.
(after 5 minutes)
girl: ok lets go.
(suddenly)
girl:(whispers apparently not soft enough) eee. stop it!
(long long long pause) oh miboboo please do not torture me. i think your imgaination can infer what is happening.
girl: lets pack (packing noise heard)
(suddenly there is a LOOOOONG silence. only deep breathing noises heard. girl in the same room shudders.she reads a sentence in the chinese book: xiaoming concentrating on his work, unperturbed by his surroundings.) i am so going mad/insane/mentally unstable. please do not kill an innocent bypasser with that silence
guy: (in a deep husky voice) hmmm.. oh give me a break i dont need that now. screw you and do it somewhere private please
girl: (whispers makes no difference) stop it..
(looong pause)
two minutes later, they leave the room. thank you lord. peace at last.
THE END.
Epiloque: abigail wins hands down. i cannot write stories but this made me lose my precious time to study higher chinese productively. i was dying until i wanted to cry. everything seemed to flow right in place. baah. janine you'll know what i'll mean.
09 September 2004*16:06
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
Hold on little girl
show me what hes done to you
stand up little girl
a broken heart cant be that bad
when its through its through
fate will twist up both of you
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to show you
Im the one who wants to be with you
deep inside I hope you feel it too
waited on a line of greens and blues
just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
so you can be on top for once
wake up
who cares about little boys that
talk too much
i've seen it all go down
your game of love was all rained out
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to hold you
Im the one who wants to be with you
deep inside I hope you feel it too
waited on a line of greens and blues
just to be the next to be with you
why be alone
when we can be together baby
you can make my life worth while
I can make you start to smile
when its through its through
fate will twist up both of you
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to show you
Im the one who wants to be with you
deep inside I hope you feel it too
waited on a line of greens and blues
just to be the next to be with you
(repeat)
learn it.
08 September 2004*14:20
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
i dont like to be pushed into a corner.
i hate to confront myself in front of you.
i dont like it one bit.
i'll turn away, face the corner and not see you.
i said this once said this twice, dont push me!
i hate, abhor, the whole feeling of being compelled to do things.
i do them cus i believe.
i dont do them for you.
i emphasize.
DO NOT PUSH ME.
i'll run away faster then you'll realise.
oh trust me on that.
dont worry maine its not for you.as in serious, its not. you know who im talking about. that person, is just. a wrong approach for me. sorry.
06 September 2004*13:47
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
today was simply...surreal
i want to remember this day forever, i want to hold on to this bliss for ever and ever..
sleeping at 4 plus cus my body simply gave way and my eyelids were heavier than anything..
waking up again at 6 plus to realise i have lots of research to go and exam's in 2 hours..
reaching the exam room late and having no space, frantic setting up of materials..
sneaking downstairs to cope dead leaves while chenlili wasnt looking..
the adrenaline rush of finally finishing my art paper and the eager anticipation of meeting..
running into them on the bus..
going to swenson's for lunch..
having the sweetest nap..
rushed through shower..
watching, very touched, someone cook for me..
the make money ice cream scooping..
the "two lumps of things"..
laughing even louder than the next table and embarrassing ourselves..
her prawns..
the syrupidis and nata de coco..
the very short escalators..
the "very short" taxi queue..
kena no scolding at all..
the new mp3 player for coming home late..
and of course the highlight of the day.
wow.
this is surreal.
05 September 2004*01:17
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
girls im back =D
while all of you are prolly at your desks doing art im here procrastinating (again!) BUT i am researching for the concept!. yes im jian. anyway jiayou girls =) prelims are starting and im tired already. booboo.
oh and there is a friendster post saying how a man can speak french with his ass. kinky. im gonna learn french after Os so anybody interested? couleurs can learn french and one day we can go to the louvre museum together.
so dun hate art so much yeah?
jiayou babies!
03 September 2004*21:40
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
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what irony.
02 September 2004*15:10
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
first. to melia..i love you girl. i'm so proud of you, couleurs is so proud of you too! *hug. you little girl..worked hard to complete your canvas! good girl! i love you so much. complete now, perfect later. now pls work on your other subjects. fail aep wont die, fail smth like ss we can all die.
to liz: you piggos. got praised by the man mr ellis himself. YOU DERSERVE IT! you do girl, its great. technically, aesthetically..wonderful. it's an inspiration to see you manage it so well, finishing your boards way before time. lovely prep, a1 is yours baby!
to maine: hey dearest, dunno why you havent been replying my msgs. you just vanished into thin air when i needed you most. anyhow, it was seriously.. a big alarm for me. to see you and melia slog in sch til past 8. crazy, ridiculous, inspirational. you never fail to inspire me, really. but you really shld check your phone soon. follow your heart for your coursework..like you said. its YOURS. not anyone else's, but YOURS. YOUR essence YOUR hardwork YOUR achievement aftr four painful years, let no one get in your way of making it YOUR way, k girl? *hug. i'll love you when you reply my msgs.
at times like this. i totally.
totally, regret taking art.
01 September 2004*01:21
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
01 September 2004*00:39
love keeps liftin us higher
