liz*
I've moved!!
http://lizvie.livejournal.com
=)
06 July 2006*01:26
love keeps liftin us higher
liz <3 you all!
Looks like couleurs outing to Purvis Street will be postponed! No cam-whoring nor chilling out in style, due to conflicting schedules =(
For Germ and I, tuesday afternoon seemed ok, but shu can't make it since her exam is in the afternoon and ours are in the morning =(
That said, sunday and monday are totally impossible and wednesday signals the start of school for us! booo.
Not forgoting our aep is screwed up to the core and submission for us is 28 of AUGUST!
So yes, it is really going to be postponed, sadly.. I want to take a pic with the vespa though =(
Darn, I should get back to doing my work. Stupid physics paper 3.
Oh and I'm really sad that the strawberry print v neck empire-waisted babydoll is sold out just one day after its release. booo.
01 July 2006*09:29
love keeps liftin us higher
melia.
you are so silly lar! haha
and im very happy you got your heels as well (:
STUDY LAR! haha
<3
PURVIS St. is directly opposite National Library, we can like go there almost anytime we want! (:
(not opened on sundays though; im so well-informed haha)
cos we're supposed to celebrate jilyn's birthday there then in the end, we went to coffeeclub
after blocks, i'll go there with you
26 June 2006*19:25
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
wooot. a little update before i go and bathe =)
YES. the spree-org ordered the beautiful 4inch heels for me, finally =) Amelia I'm really happy but I'm gonna be really sad if it doesn't fit me well =. But they look amazing =)
I heard Purvis Street is near chinatown? So we can shop like ahmas!OK. Like TAITAIS. in chinatown. heh. I think this journal can account for the online alterego, especially in the selling and trading industry.
Yay i can go out sooon. Urgh. But math for now! Complex nos. are really complex.
26 June 2006*18:36
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
I KNOW! I can do a journal entry on 101 ways to wear the green jacket soon. But actually I kinda wanna throw it away, and the only reason I didn't is because I reaaaally have nothing to wear! ohmy I'm going to be naked soon. EEks.
Next time I paint it another colour or add weird stuff la. yay. Cam whoring was fun. But of course, melia is much pro-er in taking professional camwhore shots which I will definitely improve upon as time passes. You know SGST having a flea market ya? Wanna come with me! I'm really curious to see the usual hotsellers for jewellery and how the mods actually look like. hehehe. And I saw ur fren, char wong's blog, and she was wearing a f21 striped gathering babydoll which I ordered in the f21 webby but was OOS!! boohoo. it looked so pretty and i hate it when things are OOS.
Hopefully the spree organiser doesn't cancel my beloved GoJane Christian Louboutinn lookalike peeptoes =( or else I will cry cuz my ib is retarded.
OH YES EVERYBODY LETS GO ARAB ST. -ing/ HAJI-LAN-ing or PURVIS-ing (heard there is a nice cafe there) and go down the beautiful memory lane =))
I really feel like going chinatown because I haven't been there for a looong time and its not as cheenapok as it seems =))
<33
25 June 2006*17:00
love keeps liftin us higher
melia.
AI LI SI! my FAIR lady. (literally)
i need my new cam-whore partner hahaz
I LOVE YOU! (:
and i know your green jacket is damn versatile. i know
TRALALA
22 June 2006*03:45
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
I just realised the pics changed and they are updates =) As usual, I'm a bit lag since I just updated my long hiatus blog too.
Let me take you on a journey on what happened to me for the past few mths =)
1) I love JJ lin because he is extremely hot! Xiu and Tian can vouch for that. I really hope Shaoning can invite him to sing for prom!
2) My art is horribly at the preliminary stage its freaky. Midnight photoshop whoring!
3) He came back.
4) I haven't done any retail therapy.
5) Alice has become a nerd.
6) I didn't really follow my study schedule.
7) I miss hiphop and if there is going to be a SYTYCD show in Singapore eoy or next year I confirm, stamp chop, will join. =)
8) I learnt alot from latin dance. The people, the training, the discipline.
9) I started and paused my Salsa lessons.
10) My cell leader wants me to be a cgl but I still believe I can be a backup vocalist.
11) I got an invitation to go for an army ball since my friend is graduating so its like mini-prom. I have no dress and its during prelims though.
12) Then again, alldressedup is an enticing pitshop for me to explore.
13) I have been listening to JJ lin all this while.
<33 Happy hols =)
16 June 2006*14:35
love keeps liftin us higher
melia.
i never felt so happy see-ing this girl
---
somehow, i dont really know what im doing
but i truly,
(and no, liz, not referring to you. though i miss you too)
just cos all that is expressed through her face
is pure JOY. pure HAPPINESS. genuine SMILES
always trying to be so contradictory, so ironically oxy-moronic
time doesnt call for regrets to be made
im scared if i turn to look, i wont be just looking back at your face with you looking at mine
but i will look further, try to search deeper
for something that's long gone lost
ignite some sparks, create more hope
miss you
21 May 2006*18:30
love keeps liftin us higher
*fluffedup
of photos hidden away
placed in between transparent slots and compressed so tightly under the cramming of other new. other current items
i wish i had learn to store my photos in a cd format instead
cos in that way
i wouldnt have to see all my stuff hovering above topple just to sneak a peak at those photos taken a while ago
23 March 2006*01:16
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
its of love.of wanting so badly, yet not reaching near enough. a little less conversation leading the art of reminisce. everything is ok now. no more crying. but ok doesnt quite mean EVERYTHING is ok. cos everything evolved into dust. untold. uncalled for. a miserable misunderstanding laid its barrier and cordoned off the area leading onwards. i think of swishy tail and a furry body. of eyes gleaming ever so beautifully. and a typical self. appreciating but rather not, reciprocate.
swapped ends of a conversely straight line. the odds of two points converging in the middle. getting a lil too frustrated at times i lose the importance on the basis of friendship. unconditional. but maybe, not enough. still more of understanding, less of judging. brought to one through passion. not that bad i guess. still i wish. things were more than just it is. that there was more love in that olden picture framed with wood.
i hope it was of more worthy mention. cos sometimes. i make myself doubt the connection. being selfish at some point of time. i wonder. if similarities will ever surface between the middle portion of oil and water mixed together. or maybe its just hidden. behind those pages. those stacks. that room. its time to come out and breathe in life. i wish. of that love. one could give by pushing open a door
for all the love.
*
19 March 2006*15:11
love keeps liftin us higher
*for maine.
THE AGONY
Philosophers have measured mountains,
Fathom'd the depths of seas, of states, and kings,
Walk'd with a staff to heaven, and traced fountains
But there are two vast, spacious things,
The which to measure it doth more behove:
Yet few there are that sound them; Sin and Love.
Who would know Sin, let him repair
Unto Mount Olivet; there shall he see
A man, so wrung with pains, that all his hair,
His skin, his garments, bloody be.
Sin is that Press and Vice, which forceth pain
To hunt his cruel food through every vein.
Who knows not Love, let him assay,
And taste that juice, which on the cross a pike
Did set again abroach; then let him say
If ever he did taste the like.
Love is that liquor sweet and most divine,
Which my God feels as blood; but I, as wine.
by George Herbert 1593-1633
a toast to this undying passion.
from the Fox to Christabel to the lovely stream in Hang Wood.
<3
17 March 2006*15:09
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
i lost a baby pink crayon.
someone find it for me pls.
flung,across the floor,skidding.
some colours should never be together.
jaring,screaming Matisse into my face.
it's lost.
17 March 2006*15:00
love keeps liftin us higher
germe
but the funny thing is. in all this, i was truly truly truly happy. for the first time in my life, i knew what it meant to be permanently joyful. that though in the inner core of myself, i could still be fighting with the shadows that want to become real so that they could rip me apart. but in the innermost essence of myself, i've always been happy.
it's been a long time since i let myself get in touch with feeling. cos recently feeling hurts. being stupidly-drunkedly-numb is easier to cope with. my clouded life. if my life were a screen i'll be staring through it not at it. cos it's too painful to scrutinize. maybe jus getting caught up in the fuzzy confusing pixels of it by staring too close is more comfortable than really staring at it.
either too close or too far. you know?
when i saw that. suddenly i needed any shred toilet paper to puke my useless thoughts on. so i chose the only place i could get into. here. not that couleurs is like toilet paper. although it's really a bad choice cos i dont want this entry to linger on the front page for always. but judging from how good we are, i guess this will still be here.
the tiny fibres of muscle in my foot scringed and ached from intense agony. they quibbled like little kids waiting to go to the dentist. my heart felt like it'll rupture and puke out all the contents in it till it flowed and flowed till there'll be nothing but hollow emptyness (if there's even such a thing) in the end. the funny thing is. i did not do what i usually would do. my little compulsive ritual of sitting there for a long time, calming my palpitating heart and pulling my tears back till they were frozen by will. i would then fish out every single fibre of feeling for whatever or whoever it is, and sit there patiently, severing, chopping and butchering every single connection away till i become numb. till i can cope. till i can stop crying.
but i guess everything happens for a reason. and for a long long time, i just sat there letting germaine's fingers type mindlessly at the keyboard and staring at the comfort of semblences of strangers. till everything is so strange and distant they can't touch you no more.
but the funny thing is. in all this, i was truly truly truly happy. for the first time in my life, i knew what it meant to be permanently joyful. that though in the inner core of myself, i could still be fighting with the shadows that want to become real so that they could rip me apart. but in the innermost essence of myself, i've always been happy.
happy.
25 October 2005*12:29
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
i thought maybe for once,
we could let the pictures do the talking (:
missed you girls so! <3
10 September 2005*13:53
love keeps liftin us higher
germ
helloyellowhelloyellow!
haah. now it's my turn to bug alice! she's ignoring me now! err. she's busy with her old folks' home that she's preparing for a retirement. lifelong learning smth like that.
and she's singing yi lu xiang bei
hmm. i ponned sch yest. jus felt really tired. i've been out of sync with myself lately. sometimes to make myself feel better, i just go high and crazy so no one can understand me. but sometimes im not sure what goes on in the inside. it's almost as if im trapped but i no longer care to liberate myself.
im incoherent.
k bye alice it was nice knowing you haha.
30 August 2005*08:31
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
HELLO. GERMAINE. I'm hogging your computer. I'm like right next to you. I'm super bored you see. Doing zilch for PW which is really bad. Maybe I'll start work after 10 ten minutes.
Germaine is arguing with her fellow pw mates about HOTSPOTS. Like Singapore has 63 of them in Changi and 613 in Singapore, as compared to like Rhode Island which has 101 hotspots. WHAT ARE HOTSPOTS.
Germaine decides to shun me for PW! I'm FLAMING. Just kidding la. Ok five minutes before I start work.
Gtg. Everybody is mad at me.
~tada!
22 August 2005*15:17
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
BOO YA!
I'm a happy girl.
I've got an oscillations song =)
I slacked during the weekend
I found articles for Project work!
I spent time with God
Sy Rogers (pastor) rocks!
Ya. thats it.
BUT HELLO WAKE UP SLEEPY PIGS. Its time to create some kind of commotion in this house you know.
I played squash! after a million yrs but if you read my blog, you would already knew. Ah well. I've decided to be unproductive today so bye bye curve sketching! welcome msn =D
Tada~
21 August 2005*20:55
love keeps liftin us higher
alice*
Looks like it all boils down to Alice the Wonderwoman to save Couleurs from alien invasion! Sorry, I just got hyped up by the crop circles phenomenom shown on Signs.
I just remembered the primary (no pun intended) reason why we are called couleurs. All the names we named ourselves. I'm sure all of you remembered that bimbo cheer. If you don't I'll kill you because anyway you can scan through the archive and cheat a little.
I'm just gonna rant a little here because what are girls for without the cattiness? TREE SOIL AND GRASS are killing ME!!!
Basically I played a game with TREE SOIL AND GRASS on that fateful day when the OTHERS abandoned me. boo hoo hoo. It was super infuriating and disgustingly irksome because the delibrate and exaggerated acting makes me want to vomit blood all over. Like hello, stop all the little teh-ness because it is just TOO much. I play because I like to play, and nothing else and I truly feel victimised, having to watch a disastrous soap opera which can ignite an insanity syndrome if not treated soon.
My ranting doesn't make sense but I can't make it too obvious. THEY ARE WATCHING. Woooo.
I sound really weird. I love Johnny Depp! Like Heir?!? That was an Ultimate. The yellow spandex suits oompaloompas wore were amazingly cute.
I just fnished reading the fourth deathnote book and bong needs to lend me the other that he has. If not I'm gonna die soon. Well technically thats not new because 1) I have econs test tmr which I haven't studied 2) I studied for the physics which didn't come out on Fri 3) I haven't done any math tutorial.
Its so screwed up. ARGH. To melia dearie: I'm always here for you =D It felt really nice talking to you, like it was the good old days. I look through my nanyang photos and I was cringing la cuz in sec 4 I did look TOOT too! Maybe I'll faint again when I graduate out of college and look back the old photos. Somehow uniforms were NEVER flattering. I think my short hair actually saved me.
14 August 2005*20:07
love keeps liftin us higher
germ
i think. we have a big problem here.
couleurs is dead, blacknwhite, and buried. and nobody's holding a memorial service, nobody was even there with a resuscitator. but it's not our fault in a way, because we let it go unwittingly. not knowing it was wilting into dust in a lonely corner. but in a way it's all our fault.
or at least i had a fault in this. i felt betrayed, angry, disappointed, hurt. and you know what? i had no right to feel that way yet i did. i had no right because i did not care enough for you all. because i was afraid this would happen, that i would get hurt, my heart would be broken, my veins torn apart, bleeding for love. but maybe if i jus gave a lil, things wouldn't be the way they are now.
plainly: this sucks. it's one bitter, horrid green vomitty thing. we are all stuck, and we can't do anything to save ourselves.
i really felt like shaking you really hard. but then i realised. i was angry at you because i was angry at myself. i was the one who was hurting and i wanted to take it out on someone else. i felt so helpless. i'm truly pained.
i don't want to protect myself by becoming numb to it all. not this time. i can't afford to lose anything anyone anymore.
---
i offer a white rose. pure in its white milky skin of silk, caressed by time's winds, its petals kissed with a little tint of the warmest sweetest pink. warm with life. i lay it on the ground to remember. not to grow cold.
13 August 2005*00:41
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
thank you liz and bout that secret.. i have no idea what you want to do with it but just keep it tight and between us alright? i mean, it really isnt necessary if everyone knows bout it. i just thought, we, deserve to know you dont know how disappointed i was when i found out. disappointment more than anger. please dont disappear cos i need you
for that heart-warming chat last night.if only my computer hangs all the time.i would call you all the time.haha.
but really,
its been ages since ive had such a talk with you i cant even recall how long.
09 August 2005*16:46
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
this was us
way back a long long time ago
08 August 2005*00:16
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
okay....
thanks girls for coming down to support me during rapture. i know i havent really express my thanks that much but it really means alot to me. after months of toil.sweat.blisters and all that's gross, we finally made it. emerging as elated and fulfilled dancers. grooving up the stage under strong glaring lightings.running around backstage and changing like there are no guys watching.
it was definitely an experience.
today i sat around and had a chat with my classmates
went back to collect my cert that day
i realise most of our entries speak 'bout our moments back in ny. how we are missing it. how we cherish it. if only we could turn back time.
i feel like im losing touch with the three of you one-by-one
i hope our hearts are still beating as one.badly.
our blog is finally not out-of-hand
eating shihlin spicy chickin cutlet at harbourfront
wondering what it would be like if there were an all-girls' jc. we probably would have been the first to sign up for it cos almost all the girls from my class came from all-girls schools. ny.stnics.ijtp.scgs.cedar.raffles.tkgs.
its like a reunion sorta thing
i definitely do miss ny loads.
relinquishing the days where we would sit at the swings.
how dawn's foot always seem to get stuck in it somehow.
loads of memories i cant leave behind.
as in literally. i feel the drift.
what happened to the once happy couleurs?
what happened to ppl looking upon us once a time ago, wishing they had such close friends to fall upon too?
30 July 2005*02:03
love keeps liftin us higher
germ* for couleurs
hey girls
it's almost midnight and im listening to some quiet and sad music. not because im sad but because sad music comforts me. the clear piano keys dont pierce the heart sharply but they linger like a whisper. it's ever so beautiful.
Silence tells i guess. like you know you have reached a certain depth in your friendship when you can jus be in silence with another person, just sitting there, without talking. yet it feels perfectly natural. yea?
just thinking i guess. about alota things that have changed, and others that have stayed the same. have u all changed i wonder? haha. the fact i can't answer that means i haven't been really catching up with u guys. i guess we all lead such self-absorbed busy lives, not by choice though. at least i hope.
couleurs: jus lookin at our neoprints the other day. alice and i concluded we've outgrown the neop era. but they were pretty sweet. i think everyone looked happiest in the 8beam shumainelia and the official couleurs/spidey and of course the dear abi one! haha. i'll never ever take such beautiful pix with such beautiful ppl ever again.
alice: hey dar. thanks so much for jus being here. usually im fine putting up alone. but in those times when im alone in a crowd, i'll think of how blessed i am to have you right beside me everyday in sch. without you, life will suck in sch. ha. really. cos you are one girl.. i dont how to say. but you are just one that i know. im sorry for the times i laughed at your can't-help-it antics. not because you're lousy you know? just that you're so priceless and only you can make me laugh like that!
melia: hey dearrie. i know haven't been talking to ya. haha. donno why when i think of you i get a warm fuzzy feelin inside of me. can't wait for RAPTURE! hmm. really miss ya if only we could talk more, learn more, love more, and just be silent in contemplative moments more. i hope that maybe we could make a lil time for each other more yea? smile lots dear.
shu: i totally love almost everything about you. almost because my love is never perfect. but i love the fact that you're a guai-kia now. makes me feel kinda proud. haha. not that i converted you tho. haha but i guess it's pretty refreshing for a change. and i dont despise it at all. because i think it's cool and difficult to be guai. :) anw. miss the times when we spent time together being girls you know? the squealing and yelling and bitching and stuff. and the crying of course and the hilarious ventilation of feelings. maybe we would meet in the same sch again, or maybe share an office or smth. but i know for sure we share the same love and same God. ain't that great?
k that's the end of my lil homage to you guys. not that im wiping dusty photoframe of couleurs that is. just that it's nice to have a lil part of smth that makes you smile yet cry, and to keep it in some safe corner in your heart. so you might take a look sometimes. (shoot! can't get rid of enjambements!)
love g.
10 July 2005*23:26
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
EYE SPEAK
Art Elective Programme Exhibition 2005
Singapore Art Museum
29June - 17July 2005
Gallery 1.5 & 2.5
must come okay.its really nice.
there are talents in there! hoho.
not about myself, i was talking. :D haa.
anyways. and so me,maine and liz were at the opening ceremony. and everyone had like real important jobs. i got to talk to. this real cool photographer dude who's real identity is really not a photographer. and mdm mak and mrs chew and mrs tan chun and mr lim kb.
and mr liu thai ker! ah so cool.
though we spend eons standing there waiting for the people to come up,it was all worth it! im so proud of nanyang! so many works from us were there! and nanyang jc's painting is good man. like.
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kinda.gapping kinda wow. haaa.
and aftr that while everyone siam home to mug whatever,there were only left kerx and i.so the two very slack ppl with no NATIONAL exam the next day decided to stroll around the place.and left kinda late.then we went to ya kun kaya to mum. the ice horlicks is really good! nice and thick and nice and nice. ah. go try it! and i had a good ol' we share a common history kinda catch up session with kerx. ((: come to think of it. we do go a long long way. just that i dont rmbr sometimes. like 6G 6L, one fourteen, AEP, red oxides and all. (:
and then.i came home and fell asleep til like.9. hoho.
29 June 2005*12:36
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
silly entertainment you two!
shu: thanks for the lovely sms my dear girl (:
AILEESI aka alice: there are updates bout FUNK'd and DANCE PASSION. will send u an email to inform you bout it soon. and please ask janine bout my pullover!! boohoos. i want refund! haha.
mainey: please come for dance rapture ok!
YOU GUYS MUST COME SUPPORT YOUR FELLOW BABYPINK* AT SA DANCE RAPTURE!
shall we hold a couleurs outing soon?
since when have you guys become so lame???
welcome to all distinguished guests!
ohman. i cant believe i actually forgot the password
have to have it sent to me via email
anyway.. alice!! i talk to chs ppl lar
does it mean i will get the what-ever disease that is?
OHNOOOOO.
details as follow:
>> 22nd/23rd july
>> KALLANG theatre
>> 730pm
>> $12/-
it's VERY VERY worth it. all must come.
please tell me how many tix u guys want asap.
studying date anyone?
24 May 2005*16:07
love keeps liftin us higher
germ and alice*
yay now alice and germaine are blogging on a com together! but not in the hc art room.. it's in the fishtank. the fishtank is super smelly and blue. blue because aquariums are blue. smelly because guys who play table soccer after playing soccer come here. grr! stinks like mad. actually they don't have to play soccer to stink. haha. dont kill me. it's the truth. anw.. you shouldnt be mad. there are studies to say that women are more attracted to men with the SMELLIEST body odour. and vice versa. so go find a girlfriend with nice armpit hair k?
okok. alice is puking and blushing like mad cos she has body odour!!! wahahaha. okok. she's like "germaine, noooo...!" waha. yea you can imagine right.
ALICE HERE.
Germ is disgusting! I don't have blardy body odour la. Cuz no guy in school attracted to me. HAHA.
GERMAINE HERE.
alice, why are you typing like span? with the caps after the fullstop? why?
ALICE HERE.
OMG. I SAW HIM. ooh mysterious. Anyway, span is my good friend ok, we are in the same pw group and we will be dating on 6 June to discuss on our elderly project. See, we think ahead and prepare for our future. Touching eh?
GERMAINE HERE.
yea. alice must plan for her retirement period cos there's a possibility of her becoming like ms Q. haha. um anw.. the guy is like scared of alice!!! cos you know why la. anw. who got the title of "most efficient PW group who's ahead of everyone else?" huh? who who? haha. ME. cos im the group. okok la. guys don kill me. din mean that. keep up the good work!
ALICE HERE.
Read: 'I'm the group" Ok la, guys just don't sleep ok? Must talk to germ and entertain her. Make her trip to the zoo so fun filled and exciting!
GERMAINE HERE.
haha of course it'll be exciting. we can't wait! i already got my camera and sunblock ready! "ian, go survey the monkeys". haha hilarious man. anw. that wasn't said by me but by our PW teacher. ahah. anw. it's retribution for bullying a girl into doing the GPP la.
ALICE HERE.
Awwwww, aren't you touched? I think table soccer should be abolished in school.
GERMAINE HERE.
haha talking about table soccer. that day william's ball chopped someone's head off. haha by ball i mean the fake soccer ball. and the someone is like the fake person stuck in that barbeque stick like thing. aiya you know what i mean? yea.
ALICE HERE.
I don't understand germ cuz she is being taken over by the acute chinese high dota language syndrome. Like, huh?
GERMAINE HERE.
yea girls..LISTEN UP! THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. IT CONCERNS LIFE AND DEATH. DO NOT! I REPEAT! DO NOT! GET INFECTED BY THE ACHDLS AT ALL COSTS!!!i got the disease and i tell you it's really horrifying. you cannot imagine the disgusting things that happen to you. you will be so sick you can't recognise yourself anymore. there's no known cure. THERES NO KNOWN CURE! the only way is to be quarantined. AVOID AT ALL COSTS!
ALICE HERE.
So, please keep a one metre radius from any, i mean, ANY ex-chs people, especially, CHS distingushed scholars. Better be safe than sorry. You have seen for yourself the drastic effects on a hapless victim like germ. Even she doesn't have immunity against such disease! and she is a germ!!!
GERMAINE HERE.
omg. alice what's wrong with you. anw. use proper protection. K? haha. oh and anw.. there are exceptions to the rule. avoid all except atp and atx. haha. yes. and alice agrees *nods her head*
ok end now! we've CT period already. bye!
24 May 2005*13:38
love keeps liftin us higher
alice*
Dear couleurs, I have invited a special guest here to spice up our blog. As usual, I'm here in the HC art room reporting to work, using the imacs whilst Mr Lim is away (yippeee) apparantly at MOE.
lets welcome.... HO ZHEN MING
"harlow"
Thank you. Please type more.
"ok i shall type more. lets see. wad shuld i type. hmm. KILL EM ALL. sorry i went out of control. was thinking of some asshole. ANIWAE, yea i have decided to type everything im thinking and create another classic ian goh length thousand word essay. nvm shall give dear alice a chance to talk."
By the way, Ian Goh is another chinese high crapper. Or so he says,' CHS distinguished scholar'
I LOVE SLACKING DURING ART LESSON =D
Yanyun is not in school by the way. SUper slackerier than me =P
"once again im here. alice doesnt like the caps but i dun care. btw, btw is used like this not BY THE WAY. aniwae, im a distinguished scholar too. i have every capability to write this thousand word essay but its just im really tired. art block makes ppl tired, dun u think so alice? yes she thinks so. hmm.... hmm.....hmm.... sheesh im really tired. shes like stranded on an island. no one can contact her. poor thing confiscated of her 3G phone. her brother sold it. for 800+ in exchange for a 500+ non 3G phone. i dun hell noe why i typed all dat she told mi to. yea she shuld just be contented with a blardy 2G phone. yay im like one tenth thru. altho im not really intending to finish this. yes yu tian says its good spirit to be contented. yup very nice. the world wuld be nice with more of yu tians arnd. not like those freakin bastards. for example, mr backstabber, i mean bastard, i mean BAX-TOR. sorry its the throat. alice said something but i didnt really get it. lemme tell u all a joke. well not really a joke, but it will show how racist ppl like alice are. ok.... if i had a bomb, i will bomb the malay community and a chinese guy.
alice: who is the chinese guy?
"see apparently no one gives a damn abt the malay community. okok govt ppl if u chance upon this blog pls dun sue mi. i really dun have a bomb. why wuld a student have a bomb. and i solemnly swear the joke above is purely for laughter. im not racist. alice is.
alice: oh no, i still want scholarships!
"dun worry, soon i will be in moe to give u dat scholarship? yea anyone here wants a scholarship can just tell mi. i have spare cash. zzz or u can just snatch it from ms kungfu. im sorry, if u get it, it wasnt intended. as i was saying i will type wadeva im thinking. ok i shall take a break. wait it has always been a break. well now i will hand the mic over to alice.
Finally I get some airtime. I want ipod la. Anyway, I'm no racist. Alice is so caring. OH NO. Lesson ending! Econs tutorial soon. Bye!! Love ya all. I'll msg you my new number once I get my phone. Love ya!
24 May 2005*09:32
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
this blog is stagnant.
whatever happened to the updates from macs in the hc art rooms?
grah.
its dead.
14 May 2005*11:41
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
one whole.
three atoms.
weird shaped organic fluid dynamic ones.
bound.
shared.unfair.sacrificial.
all together,bound.and yet exists as three separate entities.
from the various ends of the bonds,things always look different.
do we see the same things?
when combined with others,chemical and physical properties change.
in the same old trio,what is the norm?
what is the change,what is the past.
<3 "you come back three months later i also can recognise you!(in indian accent)
<3 "dragonfly clips black lace satin skirt and cherry garcia."
im taking care of myself.dont worry.
love you all.
31 March 2005*23:08
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
1. [Spell your name backwards]: gniyuhs
2. [Where do you live?]: singapore
3. [Describe yourself in 2 words]: not average
4. [Who is your worst enemy?]: the devil
5. [If you could have any animal, what would it be?]: dog lah.maybe a unicorn.haha.
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up]:umm.6.30.then took a short nap then went to sch for art exam.
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: nay.
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: umm.one dollaah.
DESCRIBE YOUR
9. [Wallet]: it's a.pouch.black polka dots!with a tissue pouch.yay.holds many things.
10. [Hamster]: nah.
11. [Toothbrush]: it's green.
12. [Jewelry worn daily]: umm.earrings.tiny hoops with even tinier,colourful hoops.
13. [Pillow cover]: it's.blue and white stripes.
14. [Blanket]: it's floral and big and very nice.
15. [Coffee cup]: dont drink coffee.
16. [Sunglasses]: no have.
17. [Evil]: huh.it's tempting.
18. [Shoes]: umm.which.my sch shoes are.very glaring,i'd think. *hi ting!(:*
19. [Handbag]: brown.wooden handle.
20. [Favorite Shirt]: umm.umm.not a shirt person.
21. [Favorite pants]: eh.um.not a pants person.haha.
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: the smell of loved ones.((((:
23. [CD in stereo right now]:umm.not listening to any.
24. [Tattoos]: nah
25. [Piercings]: just ears.one pair.
26. [Wearing]: baggy old camp shirt and shorts.fav sleeping gear.
27. [Hair]: umm.it's wet.
28. [Glasses]: blue.thin.rectangular.
WHAT/WHO (is/are)
29. [In my mouth]: nothing.alot of stuff i wish to shoot but.nah.
30. [In my head]: angry upset thoughts about sch and family.
31. [Wishing]: sigh.dont want to wish lah.
32. [After this]: call ning,pray,sleep.
33. [Talking to]: no one.
34. [Eating]: nothing.
35. [Do you like candles]: love them.
36. [Do you like hot wax]: love it.
37. [Do you like incense]: nope.
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: no.smell of iron.
39. [Fetishes]: cuddles.shoes.not very long skirts.more cuddles.
40. [If you could murder anyone and get away with it]: umm.nah.
41. [Thing you wish you could be with right now]: more like person.
42. [What/Who is next to you]: sewing machine.
43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: umm.umm.dunno.doesnt matter.
44. [Do you believe in love]: yes yes yes yes yes.
45. [Do you believe in soul mates]: yes.
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: umm.umm.well.hmm.nope.
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: yes yes.
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes.
49. [Do you believe in God/s]: one God.
50. [Something that you wish people would understand]: ny girls are not cheena.
51. [Something you wish you could understand better]: hmm.chem concepts,does that count?haha.
52. [One thing you want to make happen for tomorrow]: i wanna be happier in school.
28 March 2005*22:30
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
i am upset today. about many things.
1.i have to go for make up lessons cus im 2nd intaker.and its like.til 6 plus almost everyday til april.dang.
2.i bought 2 sets of nj uniform today and i havent gotten to convince myself of its. .. aesthetic appeal.
3.an og mate went back to ac.rah.
4.parents are getting stricter with me.like,in jc.irony.
5.im getting fat.
6.friendster is down.
and now for the rational side of me.
1.make up lessons are like extra tuition.anyway ive done those topics in first 3 months so it shldnt be that bad.
2.well.im gonna be here for the next how long i dont wish to think about.might as well.um.make the best of it.
3.well.im in nj for a reason.His way.
4.well.i kinda.not excel at o's.it's time to buck up.
5. i am.
6.shld stop this ego boosting indulgence.
and so anyhow.im really upset today.i think it's pms.guys have pms too.its called.pmt: periodic male tension.read it in reader's digest.really like that mag.
havent been reading TIME.
i miss camelot and all the ladies and knights and crew and the royals. and the court jester.and the drancers and my dance partners. )):
dont know what cca to join.ideas?there is no volleyball and.im not thinking drama.
28 March 2005*22:32
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
The font colour on my blog is disgustingly painful to read. Its like BRIGHT maroon and OUCH. Hurts.
I didn't even meddle with my settings and there goes my soothing greyish hue of maroon. Even the size is horribly big. Like a 5 year olds handwriting.
Urgh. Couleurs is my refuge. Alice is trying to be more emotionally stable. I'm peeved with little things. Ok. To be exact. I'm with some of my classmates. Why? You ask me then I tell you because they might read my boring post.
New class tmr. I hope ****** doesn't get in. Hehe.
I'm a fashion designer! Ok. A wannabe. Yes I'm entering the Singapore Fashion Design Competition and I did my twelve outfits already. (See what passion can do to you even if you know that the econs tys hw is so much more important than the design thing). Its really circular-ish since the stupid theme is CHANGING PATTERNS and its like, what kind of pattern changes and all I can think of is a circle because a rectangle or square is too rigid for me.
I wish I could post some of my preliminary sketches online for u guys to see but I don't have a scanner. Sigh. Soon.
I love everybody! *muacks*
27 March 2005*21:58
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
im in love with.
meiji yoghurt with aloe vera.
my pillow.
ive been at nj for 2 days. been away from it for...3 days. im going back to nj tmr.
ive thought about it.
im going to be happy.
troubles were brewing there,aint it?
i rather i leave in happiness, to look back with glistening eyes wishing there were more, walking away wishing i dont have to.im thankful for all the lovely things there.im thankful for leaving.
im thankful for leaving,cus when i depart,all that beautiful will be kept in my memory forever, forever beautiful, forever joyful.i wish it not to turn bad go sour missing or lost.
i just want to keep that happiness in my mind, forever.
and i will be happy, i will be.
thank You.
27 March 2005*20:14
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
My blog is screwd up. I'm in a whirl. I'm angry but I don't know why. Sad quizzically. Emotionally unstable.
Yet I'm peaceful. Homework gives me direction. Even if its heaps of them. At least when I start, there will be a finish (someday). I'm apprehensive. I feel like hibernating. No. Anti-social. Say hello to Alice the immune moron.
Weird hormonal pangs. I need to see a doctor soon. I feel really really strange inside. Like I know something is wrong but I don't have the courage to find out. I've found a companion who is willing to do a check-up with me but I'm worried.
I feel that my days are ending! Which is totally absurd because I know God's plan doesn't stop now. Yet, I feel sick.
Maybe I'm autistic. After reading TIME, I have this little voice telling me I'm mildly autistic because I have social problems.
Hah. or I'm just plain crazy. I would be damn smart if I were autistic. Then again I would have been considered smart now since I've been labelled a brainless bimbo since who knows when just because my reaction comes just a tad slower than the rest.
Fury has a power of its own. I should get back to my jaychou music. Its soothing to my nerves. Did you have a good good friday?
I must talk to God now. I feel like a bad girl.
26 March 2005*11:43
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
hi dears =)
I feel as if I just came out from stonage because it really has been a while since I communicated with people using sophisticated electronic devices. I don't even know if I'm speaking English properly.
So I shall ramble. Anyway I enjoyed myself there. I wish I could revert to their pace of life but I can't. I love the little kids because they are sooo cute. You have to see Fon because she is such a darling. Pics will be up soon and I'm tired now. hehe. bye!
18 March 2005*20:25
love keeps liftin us higher
germ*
to shu: hmm. i get what you mean. but my entry wasn't totally aimed at you. so many people have been passing thru my life, lots of disappointing things happen i guess. sometimes i just get disillusional. but i can't blame them. since i do pretty much hurt myself.
(unrelated topic)
i was musing. ok not really. i was reflecting on the horror of my shadows emerging again. i used to be a bitch. (haha maybe i still am) but anw.. i havent treated anyone that unfairly in a long time. i wonder.. if certain people hadn't entered my life, would i be different? would i see things differently? would i be better or worse? would i. have not known sometimes about myself. or would i have known more. than perhaps i want to know?
oh well. only time can answer my questions now.
16 March 2005*00:52
love keeps liftin us higher
*shu
i love you.
and i love you too.
i am thankful for you,really.ive my fair share of ppl who wrap things in nice packages before passing them to me.
and you who'll look at it and go,aiyah dont worry lah.its nothing.
we are a circle made of triangles.at some angles we stab and hurt, at others we complement.if not for our twisted past we'll not have been together.
in ways i myself dont understand sometimes.
in church ystd i learnt that love,truth and mercy must coexist. or smth along that line, if i got it right.
love, truth, mercy.
do not have mercy on my feelings if it does not stem from love,do not love me without truth.
13 March 2005*12:21
love keeps liftin us higher
germ* truth
my belief in other people.
the belief (innate goodness if that's even possible for me -laughs mockingly-) that everyone has a good side. they can be trusted. loved. cared for. without me being fearful of my little heart-shaped palm being stamped on, ragged torn to pieces, wrinkled and sad.
it's like a paper clip grating on a shiny silver foil. only now, there's no more of the excitement of uncovering that little picture or message that beams: congratulations! you have won a car!
i'm under the foil. the foil is what i want to believe. i wear a clean shiny sheen of angelic thought, hoping you'll be true and everything you say, complete. but the nice foil is slowly being grated and scratched. it makes the most painful agonising screeches. i don't want it to leave. but it must.
i feel like the texture of a rusted lacklustre can. i don't believe anymore sometimes. i want to.
it's most maddening. it's like the day when you realise the last shred of true child-likeness slipped away from your skin, and you could no longer believe in certain things or have certain dreams. it's not that you don't want to. you can't truly.
it's like you've been a little poisoned and blackened. and scratched. still.
but some voice tells me that you'll sacrifice me first for sweeter flowers. when you tell me anything, i must think twice. on the truth of anything.
if you are true.
12 March 2005*00:14
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Hey people! I'm leaving for chiangmai tmr morning =). See ya soon like after march hols. Hehe. Bye!
03 March 2005*21:24
love keeps liftin us higher
-
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love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
ohmygoodness!! what in the world is happening in hc's art room!?!
OH YAR OH YAR. im improving kies! im on going to broadband. hahahah. lalala. i miss u guys.
THE HORRORS!! *gasp*
aye. anyway..im too lazy to archive this blog anymore. so we shall leave it as it is. YAY (:
22 February 2005*13:27
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Yay! I can type. Finally. After bein banned from the imac for deleting TWO damn high and interesting convo. Cannot blame me. I'm born like that.
germ: yea. when she was under probation, she was leaping around and stamping her foot like a HORSE (haha da jie, get it?) and sccreaming NONO neighing. oh my god oh my god.
Alice: dotdotdot. AHAHA. ANYWAY THAT IS SO COPYRIGHTED. As I was saying, my mah jong skills have improved! I can hu very fast ok! So I'm brainy. Yea! I have beauty and brains and I'm NOT a bimbo. I repeat. NOT a bimbo.
germ: yea i agree she's not a bimbo. of course. she's and AIRHEAD. and correction from my previous TWO entries. she has not deproved from dial-up to morse code. she's at smoke signal now. haha shu get it?
alice: my brain is well developed with deep fissures and grooves ok. anyway I'm going now. Bye!
22 February 2005*09:40
love keeps liftin us higher
germ* scolds alice
ALICEE! stay away from the computer.
argh. (alice: i should be tied to the strait jacket) it should be: i should wear a strait jacket.
you know what!!!! she deleted our nice and warm and funny convo like TWO TIMES!! who can do that except her lorhsss.
the first time: we finished our convo and were about to click done. then. she says, oh we should copy in case it gets deleted. then she presses ctrl+C. on a mac!!! and everything's gone. except for six funny rectangles.
the 2nd time: we type type type. i don't even know what possessed me to give it another shot with alice. argh. then when she's laughing like mad, she hits esc. and everything's gone again.
sometimes, i don't know if having alice here is a blessing or a curse. k lah. she's been a good friend really. but seriously.
22 February 2005*09:06
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
22 February 2005*09:06
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
i feel. like an outsider.
what is happening in your life now?
you didnt even seem.
glad to receive the vday gift.
i miss you, my synergy partner.
18 February 2005*21:57
love keeps liftin us higher
germ* apologises
I pull myself out of your warm orange glow
Which clings, pulls, and drags me in
Like a pool of dark, rich, chocolate
Sweet but deceivingly so
It wraps its liquid fingers around my throat
Sinks down languidly, soothingly
then in burns and stings
it leaves
me blistered
from its thick saccharine breath
which drifts out in heavy brown fumes.
It binds me tightly in a well-spun web,
I struggle and it deceptively relents
Then reels me in deeper
into its sticky palm and grips,
surreptiously envelops,
leaving me trapped,
suffocated,
choked.
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we always neglect the ones we love most. or at least i have. we keep looking for new mesmerizing things, wonderful new feelings. we think complacently: this is the happiest. then in the quiet of the night, when we are all alone, we remember, the memories overlayed with dust. the ones that lasted. then we realise how stupid we were to bury them, though unconsciously. broke our promise never to take anyone or anything for granted again. then we think sadly: i wish... i was less selfish.
WE? but if it wasn't true for you, then let it be just. me.
16 February 2005*01:54
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
ever missed someone so much u can cry non-stop?
>>i have
30 January 2005*23:26
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Hey babes! I'm staying at home on this beaaaautiful saturday because of *drumrolls* HOMEWORK! Yay, alice has officially turned N.E.R.D.Y.
Melia I watched Drumline before and it really was awesome. The dance moves were FANTASTIC.
Art homework is actually turning me off because I am irritated by the datelines! Not forgetting Bong and I have to do the blog layout for our class site. Urgh. Germ chip in k? haha..you do some photoshop randoms too!
I'm so euphoric. In a mad way. I found it so peaceful and serene knowing today I won't have to travel outside of my little house. No worries of what to wear, whether the bus would be late, what to being e.t.c Just me, my homework and of course, my computer.
Alice is dateless during Valentines Day again =( I think Germ has had enough of my incessant ranting. Sorry dear. But singlehood has its blessings I admit! Just that urm, lesser presents during v-day lor! muahaha.
And I'm giving pressies to the class. It might be simple but hey, its my first time because I havent done it in sec sch b4 except for good frens so yup, I'm impartial now!
This entry is full of exclamation marks. Forgive me. You can give me something yellow if you suddenly have the urge to bless me =P
29 January 2005*11:53
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
im very sad today.
thought chapel this morning was too loud for me. nah. i dont like it. i couldnt hear the singing. i couldnt get the words, not above all the noise.
and i got black sauce on my precious pouch. my magic tissue pouch. sigh.
and then. the chem lecture was really bad. she was like rushing through, and i was sleeping. and we've to do that tutorial. sigh.
and we've to write our own sonnets given all the techincal restraints.
and i've a gp presentation due tmr. its not even halfway done.
and you didnt reply the whole day. but i shldnt complain. its the weekdays. i remember our pact.
and my new file makes me look like some crazy kid obsessed with bird stickers. ie, stickers with birds on them.
and the fish sticks i bought were sour.
and i felt weird after eating it.
and my shoulder aches like shit when i carry my present bag. and so i very badly want a new one. but. it's not coming.
and no one's home when i got home.and so my parents will still go about thinking that i go out aftr school every single day. and nags when i try to go out on my precious weekends. when im trying to head home aftr sch on weekdays. just for the weekends.
guess the only not sad thing was that. i came home to the neatest study ive seen in months. yea. my maid. thank God for her man. i was supposed to pack my study last weekend.but. too lazy lah.
sigh.
maybe im just pmsing.
and there's swim pe tmr. drats.
i was just concerned about you. wanted to find out how were you,how was your day. i missed you. but you just kept walking, want to go away. you seemed so, uncaring, eager to depart. and so the joy we had will never be again?
24 January 2005*18:25
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
oh, the ephemeral blooms of young love.
how i wish they'd last for ever,
but when they wilt, i shall fret not.
for my Gardener loves and takes good care of me, and soon i shall bloom once more.
23 January 2005*22:33
love keeps liftin us higher
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oh, the ephemeral blooms of young love.
i wish it'd open for ever.
but when it wilts, i shall worry not.
for my Gardener loves me and takes good care of me, and soon i shall bloom once more.
23 January 2005*22:25
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
FABF
Miss you!
See you soon in July, hopefully in March too. =)
23 January 2005*21:44
love keeps liftin us higher
germ*
i bought a lovely doodling book. it has the most indulgently beautiful colour. that's probably the only way i can describe it. to me, it's quite utterly perfect.
ok. it sounds royal but it's the sort you can at $3.40 at popular. haha. but the blank pages in there are what makes it look wonderful. oh wait correction. not doodlings. it's an expressionistic journal. i probably won't get to use DA so often, so. that's my DA for now.
i noticed i've lost my style for blogging. that's why the last entries (or drafts rather) i typed, i deleted. argh. i'm really losing it.
it's funny how people grow up and lose that wonderful child-like nature about them. what i mean is believing in the innocent true hope in things that adults see as totally hopeless. as a child, i used to love it when you came back. the many years since your last visit were but dust and wisps of cloud passing as swiftly as time. i truly held on to you more dearly than the others, cos you were so precious, so beautiful, so... transient. in retrospective, perhaps, you were like a fairy. the funny thing was, whenever you left, i never cried. sure, there was this sore sadness in me. but i listened to you when you said you'll be back really soon. i thought it really bizarre to see the others cry and say bitterly: we can't stop you.
yet now. i've grown up. i no longer hold on to that lovely lofty thread that you'll stay with me. in fact, when i knew you'll be coming back just for my birthday, i almost cried. yet sometimes, i find myself horrified. because i have adopted that bitter tone: you'll never really stay. i'm sorry for that. sometimes, i wish i could still wish like a child.
like a child.
18 January 2005*23:03
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Sorry for pissing you off Amelia. Think you should understand I was really tired on Saturday, waking up at 6.00 to do cip at 7.30, going for eye checkup and rushing out of house again just to go cine to meet my classmates. Thats when I become insensitive and immune to people around me that I tend to neglect others. I was happy you came by, guess it was a bad time ya. Love you loads dear. =)
17 January 2005*23:13
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
SOMEONE was supposed to call me when she reached cine
after walking back to my friends...
sighhhh.
and shu darling...
but she didnt
and so i found her playing pool
and happily greeted her..
causing her to 'somewhat' miss her ball
i suddenly realise i should be pissed off at you
this is really ur so-called 'three-min slow'
happy seventeenth bday! (:
wanted to surprise u with somethin..
but u had to go home.
):
next time alright?
17 January 2005*21:27
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
Shu. when you typed that Judith was in your lit class, I was SHOCKED. This is fate =P. And I thought I had a pretty high chance of being her classmate since we saw her at the aep talk in hc last yr =.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! I know its a bit late but I guess being seventeen now is pretty groovy since its the first three months where everything is kinda slack and more about fun and outings =). Love you dear and I havent seen you for eons ya know!
You know I saw the CHIOEST gym pants in the world today. Its from adidas and its 79 buckaroos. Its really damn chio and for once I don't look like a fat elephant. And adidas's new swirly design rocks my world. The white shirt rocks too and I'm infatuated with gym stuff now! Rambling again, hope you guys have fun tmr and frankly, I love going to school now! =D Supposed to pia math tutorial but miss procrastinator took over me so here I am blogging.
Bye for now!
16 January 2005*23:24
love keeps liftin us higher
shu*
i miss you girls! i know ive been miaing for centuries..will update you girls now! :D really been too tired to log on and all, what more my comp has a whacky temper.
anyhow..orientation was really wild and crazy! we had, as i told some of you, starch goo-ed necks and ears, rolling and spinning around in soap, mud between butt cheeks, ass abrasions!(haa), diluted egg white water bombs, musical chairs with starch goo on the chairs, leopard crawling through mud!(aka whole body slide kinda crawl), rugby with rotten papayas, "soccer" on knees and hands with overly ripe tomatoes, captain's ball with eggs, frisbee swirling with goo, dodgeball with water bombs and hilarious telematches! the ogls loved making us wet and dirty..haa. ((:
my og was nice, there are some quiet ones, but ive met really nice ppl! yup! i was the only ny girl in my og, felt so minioritised! but the lovely ogls were very friendly, no airs, down to earth, funkae!
it honestly feels weird cheering for ac, singing acs forever, having sung, i meant, mouthed the ny sch song for the past 7 years...hmm. but im getting used to it, settling down and all.
and ac, so far, is really. off my initial impression. for starters, the seniors are nice people. yaah. and. i dunno what's up with my batch, but the j1s are really chao-muggers. today is only the fourth day of our lecture-only week, and people are already furiously finishing tutorials!! during recess, free periods, the j1s will be scattered around the canteen, the library, the benches, in GROUPS, discussing tutorial questions. ...
and of course, the very obvious reason why im portraying the phenomenon in such a detached manner is simply cus im still in the denial, refusing to touch my tutorials stage. muahah!
and. ac is strict. the rules are. strict... compared to ny..gosh. there is like. no smiling your way out of detention. rah. like even if i drag my compo deadline for 1 week with mrs soh i wont die that bad cus she's that nice, here like. there is no second chance. as in. if first time, kena warning, second time, dc! and demerit points. first day of sch only my classmate kena dc for being late. how great. and during the orientation talk thingy. there was actually this slide that said, sleeping in library: 1 point. yes, demerit point for sleeping in the library. ...
and, im taking bio chem math lit. its what i'd call a very beautiful combination! chem math, mandatory for most science based uni course, bio, for genuine interest, and lit, for passion! gorgeous! i thought i'll just die in trip science math, since i wont enjoy physics very much..and without lit, everything's gonna be so dry.... when i left ny, i was thinking, im going to lose many things, of which, are, the chinese language, art, and lit. well, i still have to take AO chinese here..so its not that bad, yet. and for art, i try to keep in touch, doodling in my blank notebk, drawing pp...and im glad i can take lit! (: really. i might not be the best, but i sure can sense active, spontaneous, spectacular literary sessions here! and, today during lit, our teacher showed us a slide of delacroix's liberty leading the people, cus our topic paper is literature in war. and i pride myself for being one of the only 2 ppl in the lt for identifying it! (the other was judith, yes alice, judith.) cool sia! when i saw it there was like this burning sensation, this uplifting familiarity, this acknowledgement, connection! and when we saw it, delacroix just slipped off our lips! the warmth of meeting an old friend! well expectedly, me and ju went out of the lt talking pollock, friedrich, constable, david, and ingres! :D delightful!
the atmosphere is cool, people are generally friendly, and there's just this warm lets get to know everyone spirit. like, random people are always crashing og outings, classes, and going oh hi hi hi. yup.
auditioned for drama, there was movement auditions last evening. aka, the chereographer taught us a dance, this really fast, cool dance with what, the pelvic thrust and shimmer and expanding chest, hair flinging kinda piece. and we went in in groups to dance for him and the teachers will like grade lah. and i got in *blush. (: BUT. it means im casting for camelot, this acsian theatre play due for may.. it means. i've. to, stay, if i commit myself.. yup.
guess being in theatre was always something i dabbled in since p1, something that mr tang always wanted to see me do.. yah.
im settling down fine, really. and i love you girls.
13 January 2005*20:33
love keeps liftin us higher
liz*
I'm abit dead now. My eyes are closing up and I feel kinda sleepy. Boo. Today was photo taking day and I was practising how to smile =. Anyway SHu you havent crashed HC yet! Come fast k. And Amelia I saw your ****** *** in acsi uniform today. =
Basically today was made up of a lot of stupid things like a library tour?!?! I take that a null blogging from you guys = you guys are probably too tired to blog =(. I miss girl outings. Can we seriously go out? Like do the girl thing again . I don't even think I'm making sense now lah.
Wish me luck for dance auditions tmr! Good luck germs!! Hope we get in! =)
13 January 2005*19:35
love keeps liftin us higher
amelia*
hell do i miss you guys a whole bunch!
for maine's and shu's info..
and alice dearie..
A BIG HUG to 3 of you
just three words to my dearest couleur mates
we're having jan babies bday outing with kerx on 29th probably.
please try and make it alright? (:
send me those photos i took with you and shu the other time alright?
ive been waiting eons for you to upload! haha.
but i'll still continue waiting.
cuz i know u all are having fun in hc and ac!
and everytime im having fun in sch
i think of u guys
and everytime im bored..
i'll doodle your names on my notebook
see! you all are still in my mind every now and then
I LOVE YOU! (:
09 January 2005*14:23
love keeps liftin us higher
germaine*
My Love
When I think of your fresh
bright
colour,
The moon lits like a lantern
next to the clean summer sky.
When I smell your lovely
cider
scent,
The slightly musty boards
and the sweet perfume of paint,
It brings spirited happiness from within
Joy of children running through fields in spring.
When I feel your tender
rousing
breath,
It stirs up the dead leaves
and sweeps them to one corner.
Your poignant presence smoothes
all sadness upon my troubled creased brow.
When I see you again,
nostalgia unlike any other,
Makes me weep.
this is sketchy cos i jus wrote it when the feeling was still there. if anyone can comment and help me improve, please do.
this is a dead giveaway:
but. i miss you.
09 January 2005*14:19
love keeps liftin us higher
